Gershwin is a time traveller - you can see him out of the corner of
your eye. He did not die in the normal sense of the word, because he did not
know where he was. He was in a very high fever and dying all alone in a
hospital room after failed brain surgery. When he left his body, he experienced
extreme disorientation and for quite a while did not realize he was dead. This
meant that a light, loose Gershwin-shaped energy field still moved about the
world, and lit up whenever his music was played (which was almost all the time).
After a very long time, though it was a mere moment in eternity, he began to
realize who and how he actually was, that he was no longer in a body and would
have to exist in a very different form. Being a soul sojourner from the
beginning, this was not a threat but an adventure to him. But even in spite of
this necessary metamorphosis, to a remarkable degree, he retained a George
Gershwin shape. No matter what sort of problems he was having in his life, and
he had many that we don't know anything about, there was a ferocious
static-charged supernatural pumped boost of energy that somehow kept on
connecting people with each other when he was around. But ironically, in spite
of his sacred mission to join people joyously,in his life he had many struggles
with intimacy, which led to a loneliness even as he was the most popular man in
the room. During this strange leaving-his-body-and-not-being-sure-where-he-was
period, he began to have extraordinary insight into not just his own condition,
but the human condition. GG's emotional affect and his emotions seemed
curiously light, but there was a galaxy of melancholy within that he did not
show to too many people. The stars in that galaxy exploded out of his fingers
and his brain and were made manifest as notes of music on the page. Though he
lived at a hurtling pace few people could equal, little did he know that he was
absorbing all of humanity's travails, gaining an understanding of suffering
that would not be fully realized until he found himself in a different form
outside his body. It would have been unbearably painful, had his life (as he
knew it) not been over, a blessed cessation of all earthly pain. When a soul or
entity gains this sort of awareness, mysterious alchemy takes place because the
need here on earth for that level of understanding is so dire. Those pained and
anguished places in that broken thing we call the human condition began to draw
and attract this generous, gentle, deeply broken spirit. There was Gershwin
dust in the room sifting down like stardust, particularly when there was music
playing. And there was music playing a lot. Someone, not keeping up their
guard, felt something strange or warm and not quite familiar in the room, yet
also hauntingly familiar. Someone else thought they saw him for a second, or
someone that looked like him. There was in some subconscious way a powerful
sense that a healing was beginning to happen. As the entity begins to heal, so
it heals itself. George's brain gave way, the most disturbing way to die, so
that he was basically humbled by losing the genius brain he was celebrated for.
Stripped of that, even of that, all that was left was his essence. How can I
say how this happens? How can I be sure that George Gershwin is a time
traveller and an entity who is basically free to move about within time and
space wherever and whenever he wishes?
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